Well, plans feel like something more practical than the others. So, my plan is to get Chloe and I insured. I plan on having a baby in July. I plan on sticking with running/walking through this pregnancy.
Dreams are much more fun, in my opinion. I dream of traveling again. More than anywhere, I really want to go to Ireland and Scotland again. Something about knowing I came from there just really draws me. I actually MISS it. I dream about going back to our honeymoon hotel just Jamie and me.
I dont mean to go all deep on y'all, or maybe it will make me seem more shallow, but I dont feel like I really dream toward anything outside traveling. Just because we're taught to live in the now and not live in the future. And I feel like thinking about what I want that far down the road will cheapen what I have now. Not to say you shouldn't have direction or look forward to it, but, I just haven't in a while. So much has happened to me lately that I dont feel like looking far forward. I dream just to get through every day. Maybe that makes me short sighted. But I like to think of it as living in the moment and being pleasantly surprised with whatever comes my way. As a girl you dream about school, marriage, family, etc. And I've found all my dreams... what more could I want? Just a continuation of what I already have really.
Goals, now that is something I can talk about. I have a goal to always fit into my wedding dress between babies, to be able to play every song in the hymn and children book, to be able to do "man" push ups as easily as "woman" push ups, to donate my hair to locks of love, to clean my kitchen every night, to be a good mother/teach my children about the gospel, to show my husband I love him as much as I tell him I do, to make my bed every morning.
My goals may seem small and they may seem mundane. But those are the goals that set up bigger goals to happen. I consider it my domino effect. My doing the small things, great things shall come to pass ;)
What else is there?
We'll know, come July 7th :)
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