Curse turned Blessing

Sunday night Jameson and I decided to decorate our tree. We bought two strands of 140 lights. We got mostly up the tree when we realized that perhaps, we did not have enough lights! So we stopped decorating and decided to wait until we got another strand. We just sat back with the lights off looking at the tree.

Suddenly it hit me like a ton of bricks. I got all teary eyed and lost it. The last several months I've been blaming hormones and hating them and driving myself crazy with how emotional I've been. But last night sitting there I learned to be grateful for it. I realized how I might have missed that perfect moment of sitting there having Jameson hold me, looking at the tree and having the most overwhelming feeling of love, happiness and perfection in my life. So, I guess I really am grateful for my heightened state of emotion.